Three days ago, mother poisoned me(AGAIN using Sweet Milk Egg Whites Balls) to degree I couldn't get two hours of sleep

Woke up next day after I got again 4+ hours of sleep all dizzy and with stability problems. Finally yestreday after I woke up at 8pm, I felt again cold sweat in my head and braina again shrink from ingflamation. This is the second time she did with my facing with identical 2 hours of sleep consequences.

I was reccomended by Americans and everyone to NOT eat her egg whites sweet milk snow balls, but she never ever repeats same recepe. On two occasions as explained milk was rather with slizzy stuff in one just as was case during MK Ultra when mother was laughing at me gesturing me that its enough if she manages to only poison here and then.

She refused transport to home for elderly poeple today(this morning) and I cought her again taking father out on cold weather - he is still adminstered with oxygen. Mother is doing all she can for me to not visit one. Will go walking to father. Mother poisoned during MK Ultra and wasn't even hiding her pleasure from it.